Fear, uncertainty, doubt and impatience in a time of healing

I wonder why after all the continuous progress Bugoy suddenly gets to be impatient, fearful, uncertain and doubting.

His outer skin looks and gets continuously better. His eczema oozing in his groin has stopped.

I think it was a few days ago when Doc Gerry told him he still had petroleum jelly leaking from his skin that freaked him out. Maybe he feels he can’t get rid of the petroleum jelly, as if it is already part of his body.

We haven’t done everything. Oh no not yet. I’m just concentrating on him healing his inner self so his eczema stops. His outer skin is being steam bathed so it can breath and help detoxify him everyday.

We still have to do the Pepzin GI thing and extended orange juice fasts, more liver flushes. Which comes first? Will play it by ear.

In the meantime Manang Lorna is doing her fresh herbals on his skin and just this afternoon did some ventosa detox on his back. She has a cute method. Using paper, dipped in virgin coconut oil, lit by a candle, stuck on top of the body while the glass covers it. The fire consumes the air and a vacuum is formed sucking the skin in what looks like the size of a half a tennis ball.